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12 Months ago12 MONTHS AGO
I had chronic insomnia and despite not sleeping, I didn't want to get out of bed and face the day because I had no desire to live.
I just wanted to end it all.
11 MONTHS AGO
I was bullied relentlessly and took every word and insult to heart until I felt that's who I was. I had several shallow cuts on my wrist hidden under a Bleach wristband and
buried my head in books because reality was just too much for me.
10 MONTHS AGO
I started occasionally hanging around with some new people who shared similar interests as me. They were almost all younger by a year or two but they were surprisingly mature, smart and funny. I was still fairly miserable but hid it better and occasionally thanks to them, I smiled for real.
9 MONTHS AGO
I started noticing someone more and more. Becoming aware of when he was there and feeling strangely disappointed when he wasn't. I hid my feelings from everyone, even my best friend, terrified that if he found out it would end in rejection.
8 MONTHS AGO
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